Yesterday my daughter decided her mommy needs a new hair color (grey) . I usually always step down the steps and stand outside waiting for Her to come home from the bus stop.. Well she decided not to get off the bus and put her mother through the scariest 30 minutes of my life ( well minus the day she decided to hide under the table)... I had called the police and had them looking for her and was on and off the phone with the school and the bus barn.. Finally after 4 squad cars and 4 officers and being soaked by the rain she was brought back home by the bus.. My hubs met me across the street and was able to find me and take me back home.. As soon as I got home I asked her why she would do that, but soon after reminded her how much I love her!! After a few hours she was in bed and sleeping .. Dinner done and homework finished.... She was safe in her own bed and she was safe at home with me.. I kept thinking last night of the many times she has scared me to death and how it seems to be a thing for her to scare me.. I have found a few grey hairs since those few times.. I realize that she has something in her that just reminds me of myself. I cannot imagine the grief I put my mom and dad through with my bought at 16 and then 18.. I was such a trouble child after 15.. I sure hope she doesn't choose to do the same thing to her father and I ... I called my my mom and told her sorry many times before... But last night I prayed that Kalli would never have to deal with the same scares when she had kids, but chuckled knowing that every child loves to do that moment where they decide to give mommy and daddy the biggest scare.. I know one day she will call me and say "mom I need to talk, my son/ daughter gave me the biggest scare ever" and ill tell her all about her...
Today she smiled and her little brown eyes sparkled and I forgot all the worry... Will she turn me grey.. maybe....
Until then .. grow little girl and try to let mommy have her blonde hair a little longer!!
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